my best friend is dead

deadly_habit · Post by **deadly_habit** » Sat May 22, 2010 4:01 pm

wtf just got a call saying he's dead from a heart attack
i need to vent and this is one of few ways i can
wtf he was only 2 years older than me and named his kid after me
if there is a god fuck you!
it's rare to have a brothership like we did

deadly_habit · Post by **deadly_habit** » Sat May 22, 2010 4:03 pm

i feel so numb and hollow
ugh
might as well be a zombie now

tripwire22 · Post by **tripwire22** » Sat May 22, 2010 4:05 pm

sorry to hear that man

Disco Nutter · Post by **Disco Nutter** » Sat May 22, 2010 4:06 pm

Sorry mate... saw this on your facebook...

It's fucked up...

Please accept my sincere condolences...

Jason

deadly_habit · Post by **deadly_habit** » Sat May 22, 2010 4:07 pm

heh hard to explain feeling numb and hollowness i feel now
ino jokes left to explain this
i feel honestly lost
and no one is here to help

Bipolar · Post by **Bipolar** » Sat May 22, 2010 4:10 pm

sorry to hear that, i know what it feels like, i lost my best mate a year ago in a bike accedent... its fucked up... if there is any advice i could give you , its dont let it eat you up, i let myself become a waste for like 2 months becuase of it, keep strong mate.

nowaysj · Post by **nowaysj** » Sat May 22, 2010 4:10 pm

Life is short with no guarantees.

My homie had a stroke at 21.

An acquaintance went out for a bike ride with her band, including her fiance, they were all hit by a drunk driver in a van who had been arrested the week before for drunk driving. He dragged them under his van for over a block. 3 died, she is the only survivor, totally stitched together with metal rods and pins.

Life is brutal.

Sorry about your friend.

wayoftheworld · Post by **wayoftheworld** » Sat May 22, 2010 4:12 pm

that's rough man

something similar happened to me about two weeks ago. a good friend of mine who i've known all my life moved away cross country about a year ago, and i somehow chanced on his livejournal only to find a letter from his mother saying he had killed himself 6 months ago. was pretty fucking rough to say the least

sincere condolensces dh

nowaysj · Post by **nowaysj** » Sat May 22, 2010 4:13 pm

deadly habit wrote: named his kid after me

You're gonna have to look after this kid man.

deadly_habit · Post by **deadly_habit** » Sat May 22, 2010 4:15 pm

its funny i can vent to the net but use shades in real life to fide it all
wtf
life sucks

fhsueh · Post by **fhsueh** » Sat May 22, 2010 4:20 pm

my condolences man. sorry to hear that. look after his kid. that can help everyone heal a bit.

i have a 3yr old and 1yr old so know how meaningful a name is. you obviously mean the world to that family.

take care man.

deadly_habit · Post by **deadly_habit** » Sat May 22, 2010 4:25 pm

theres so muich behind it
i thought he just got out of jail found out he died in april
fuck the goddamn army brainwashing people
he looked after me and i did same
will i miss you on my side
now to drink away crying

kaiori breathe · Post by **kaiori breathe** » Sat May 22, 2010 4:29 pm

Sorry again man.

JFK · Post by **JFK** » Sat May 22, 2010 4:30 pm

Horrible, horrible news man...

I've lost friends my age too and know that nothing prepares you for the shock of being told one of them has passed.

Be strong mate.

Sharmaji · Post by **Sharmaji** » Sat May 22, 2010 4:33 pm

Really sorry to hear that bro. I've sadly had good friends pass as well, there's nothing easy or fair about it at all. Be in touch with his family for sure, healing'll be easier together.

best of luck.

abZ · Post by **abZ** » Sat May 22, 2010 4:35 pm

Sorry to hear that man. My little brother died two years ago, I know what you are going through right now. Life is a tnuc.

deadly_habit · Post by **deadly_habit** » Sat May 22, 2010 4:39 pm

why do i keep going on honestly?
back in 01-03 he was half of deadly habit and why the name is what it is

JFK · Post by **JFK** » Sat May 22, 2010 4:43 pm

deadly habit wrote:why do i keep going on honestly?
back in 01-03 he was half of deadly habit and why the name is what it is

I didnt know the guy mate, but my guess is he wouldnt want you to stop......

nowaysj · Post by **nowaysj** » Sat May 22, 2010 4:47 pm

deadly habit wrote:why do i keep going on honestly?

nowaysj wrote:You're gonna have to look after this kid man.

nitz · Post by **nitz** » Sat May 22, 2010 5:03 pm

Sorry to hear that, my condolences goes out to the family.

Stay strong man!

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