my best friend is dead

[Subside]

Wow I'm really sorry to hear that, this same thing has happened to me recently when my friend overdosed on heroin it changes your perspective on everything but you'll get through it man best of luck to you and his family everyone has their own pit stop you just need to keep on truckin' and try your best to stay positive

[back2onett]

Sorry to hear that man, I can't imagine what I'd be like if one of my mates died

[Mortal]

so sorry to hear that man...

you gonna make a tune and dedicate it to him?
i think it would be a nice way of remembering him.

[Brisance]

sorry, dude.

[SunkLo]

Terrible news man, I'm really sorry to hear that. Keep your head up and don't dwell too much on it

[egoless]

My condolences man. Be strong, don't hesitate to cry and express your feelings through music, and as long you keep your friend in memory he will still be somewhere near you...

Stay strong

[darigan]

sorry man

[Genevieve]

The whole world is surreal right now isn't it? Like everything is the same, but different?

I went through something like this very, very recently. I can totally relate. If you ever need to talk, hit me up.

My sincerest condolences, man.

[gnome]

Bad news that man. Keep it together! Sorry to hear about this!

[tavravlavish]

thats awful, seems like you've had a pretty hard time already and then this happened.

[narcissus]

wtf just got a call saying he's dead from a heart attack
i need to vent and this is one of few ways i can
wtf he was only 2 years older than me and named his kid after me
if there is a god fuck you!
it's rare to have a brothership like we did

ahh dude.. i dunno what to say.. that is so sad..

my thoughts are with you

[5-0-what]

heh hard to explain feeling numb and hollowness i feel now
ino jokes left to explain this
i feel honestly lost
and no one is here to help

you have the help its called a daw

i hope you dont take this the wrong way but i can not wait to here the tune that comes from a tragady like this turn each feeling into a sound and grind it down
describe it in music
i know when my cousin died i had a show that night and played one of the most awesome sets i have ever played

[CBK81]

That sucks man. Best wishes to you.

[MimikOctopus]

I know the feeling. I lost the woman I love only 2 years ago. Just remember it's healthy to grieve, and take whatever time you need to do it. Don't try and shove it down and hide it, it will come out in bad ways. Embrace it, it sucks, but eventually you'll stop feeling bad and move on to thinking about the good times you shared instead of dwelling on the death itself. You're still here and have to take care of yourself.

[BioQuark]

I'm so sorry to hear that. I know, it's unfair, but you can't do anything about it. I've been through a few similar experiences, and I know, it's hard. Life feels different, and it probably always will, but it'll get better. It's painful, and it'll take a while, especially with someone who was so close to you, but in the end, you'll just look back and smile and be happy to have had those good times with him in the first place. Spend time with or talk to his family, and it'll help. You'll feel hollow and empty for a while, but in the end you'll come out stronger and wiser than before, as odd as it sounds.

Making some tunes will help, and they'll probably be the best you've ever written, filled with more emotion and passion than ever before. I know that music was a huge part of coping for me when I lost my dog, who was practically my best friend. You said that he was a big part of your music back in the day, so with the risk of sounding slightly corny, he would want you to keep making music.

And amen to "fuck the army for brainwashing people".

Best wishes man.

[Snafu]

Sorry , my condolences.....

[deadly_habit]

thats awful, seems like you've had a pretty hard time already and then this happened.

this is the guy who used to be part of deadly habit circa 01-04 and helped me come up with the name
these whole last couple months have been surreal

[deadly_habit]

heh hard to explain feeling numb and hollowness i feel now
ino jokes left to explain this
i feel honestly lost
and no one is here to help

you have the help its called a daw

i hope you dont take this the wrong way but i can not wait to here the tune that comes from a tragady like this turn each feeling into a sound and grind it down
describe it in music
i know when my cousin died i had a show that night and played one of the most awesome sets i have ever played

i've done it before and may this time
but it's to the point where it's just like i'd rather hide in a corner and cry till there are o more tears thean work on music

[a.paul]

i'm really sorry to hear about this.
i was in a band with one of my friends for over 4 years.
he was diagnosed with cancer and eventually got over it, but eventually it came back and he died when he was about 19.
watching some one so young, basically disintegrate before your eyes is impossible to describe or compare anything to.
there are no words to describe how it feels when you lose someone so close to you. Friends are often closer than most family members.
So i hope you and the family find strength during such hard times.
my best to you, the family, and his son.

[deadly_habit]

yea atm kinda just cried the fuck out, lost but know he used to love me doing and making music and me helping people out
so here i am