Post Your Random Thoughts Thread!

[ehbes]

The principal I live by is if you aren't affecting me, do what ever the hell you want

[Phigure]

sure they can do what they want, but it's ridiculous to say it's 100% off limits for criticism and youre an asshole elitist if you do decide to say anything negative about it

[BonerJams04]

i just don't see the appeal of trying to take on a fucking bull

excitement.
its on my bucket list. same with skydiving

[ehbes]

i just don't see the appeal of trying to take on a fucking bull

excitement.
its on my bucket list. same with skydiving

My elementary school gym teachers husband died because his chute open too late when skydiving

[BonerJams04]

thx. remind me that before i jump

[ehbes]

Sure thing

[Terpit]

The principal I live by is if you aren't affecting me, do what ever the hell you want

Fritzl didn't affect yo directly tho, was it ok for him to rape his daughter? out of sight out of mind, right?

[ehbes]

you and i both know that thats not the context it was written in..and yes rape does bother me..so it is affecting me

[Terpit]

[knell]

i found this guy named J on twitter, he/she has really good taste in music but 99% of their tweets make me want to lurch into a dry heaving panic attack

[knell]

speaking of which, why am i suddenly lurching into panic attacks and fits of depression during this past week...? i literally have everything going for me in my life right now, i've even stopped drinking / cannabis / everything and have eaten as healthy as i possibly can. is my brain broken?

i have done essentially nothing productive since last saturday, and everything just feels like a giant spiral and like i'm constantly about to burst into tears. basically the antithesis of what i'm usually like.

[Terpit]

Perhaps if you were smoking+drinking a lot and stopped abruptly your mind needs a while to get back to normal?

[knell]

good point, i tried to taper off but who knows...

been having the WORST dreams too... like the kind where you imagine all of your teeth have rotted away and you wake up and lick your teeth and almost cry from happiness.


(scheduling doctors appt. soon)

[Phigure]

speaking of which, why am i suddenly lurching into panic attacks and fits of depression during this past week...? i literally have everything going for me in my life right now, i've even stopped drinking / cannabis / everything and have eaten as healthy as i possibly can. is my brain broken?

i have done essentially nothing productive since last saturday, and everything just feels like a giant spiral and like i'm constantly about to burst into tears. basically the antithesis of what i'm usually like.

awwww what the fuck

maybe terpit's right, i know i've felt a bit weird for a week or two after i've stopped smoking weed

try some excercise too, keeps your mind off of things and gets some endorphins flowing through you

edit:

been having the WORST dreams too... like the kind where you imagine all of your teeth have rotted away and you wake up and lick your teeth and almost cry from happiness

definitely sounds like it, a lot of people withdrawing from cannabis complain about weird dreams/nightmares

[Terpit]

wtf ive had a very similar dream where my teeth are crumbling.

[Phigure]

it's a pretty common dream actually, a lot of people have a sort of subconscious worry about damage to their teeth

another one i get often is dreams about driving and not being able to properly control the car

[knell]

yeah, teeth falling out is definitely not an uncommon dream, most people tell me it's an anxiety rooted issue, which i can understand.

just seeing replies from you two has made me feel much better tho, for tonight anyway

might just be the crippling loneliness of being in a new place with almost zero friends / meaningful human contact... i mean i talk to almost everyone i meet, but everyone who truly means something to me is at least an hour away. kode9 is next friday, hopefully that will snap me out of this funk.

[Terpit]

yeah, teeth falling out is definitely not an uncommon dream, most people tell me it's an anxiety rooted issue, which i can understand.

Yeah ive only had it during periods of poorer mental health.

Did you just move house or something?

[knell]

yeah, picked up and moved to San Francisco Bay Area. absolutely love it, great new house with amazing back yard, nature trails, the whole nine yards. finally found a place i'm 100% happy with and all of a sudden my brain takes a vacation to pity-shit-land. even reading tweets about death and dying have sent me into hour long sessions of panic and turbulence, when normally i'm trying to find places to hang-glide or tunnels to explore. this is not me, and i don't like it.

[Phigure]

yeah, teeth falling out is definitely not an uncommon dream, most people tell me it's an anxiety rooted issue, which i can understand.

just seeing replies from you two has made me feel much better tho, for tonight anyway

might just be the crippling loneliness of being in a new place with almost zero friends / meaningful human contact... i mean i talk to almost everyone i meet, but everyone who truly means something to me is at least an hour away. kode9 is next friday, hopefully that will snap me out of this funk.

next time there's anything decent that's 18+, you know i'll be up there!