Is this so hard?
Honestly. for someone that's got Zebra2 and Massive and doesn't seem to know the slightest thing about synthesis

You could spend all that time you've been torrenting software to, idk, do a bit of research
This question has been asked a million times by the way, I wouldn't expect a response any more helpful than this one.
Edit: The synths you use aren't analogue,
this is an analogue synth. See? It's actually real, made out of analogue circuitry. Anything and everything 'in the box' is digital. It's really quite obvious that you haven't been producing for 4 years. I mean if you have then this really is tragic.
Edit 2: OK seeming as it looks like you've actually been quite active in various "how do I make this sound" threads I'll give you the benefit of the doubt (though I (and everyone else on here) still don't agree with blatant piracy. You should really check out
this book. Also check out his other books, they're pretty standard 'go to' books for anyone serious in learning synthesis to an industry standard, they'll not make you a master by any mile, no book will. They'll give you what you need to know to explore your synths, which is where the mastery comes from.
You should also check out
This Book which is literally one of the best compendiums of professional tier, truly in depth nitty gritty technical know how of pretty much every recording studio FX and application of such in a musical context you'll come across anywhere. It's an absolute must have for anyone serious into music production.
Lastly, you do know there are completely viable free options for music production, both in terms of instruments, FX and DAWS right? And no, they're not shit because they're free, if you know where and how to look, there's plenty of free options that rival, and actually surpass the big dollar options in a lot of respects. Just an fyi