i need a job!

feasible_weasel · Post by **feasible_weasel** » Tue Jan 22, 2008 5:34 am

Nubble wrote:ive got insomnia due to stress

woot.

feasible_weasel · Post by **feasible_weasel** » Tue Jan 22, 2008 5:34 am

ivysomething wrote:ok i think i'm drunk posting, but whatever...haha

i used to dumpster dive when i didn't want to work @ a proper establishment...

behind the mallz, best place ever. then sell it on ebay for cash money. i once got a job at a major corporation just to find out where there dumpster was. then i didn't show up for my first day of work.

upgrade yur name to moneybags in a week!

did i really admit that. oh dear...

vonboyage · Post by **vonboyage** » Tue Jan 22, 2008 5:34 am

HA! Talk about indecent exposure

feasible_weasel · Post by **feasible_weasel** » Tue Jan 22, 2008 5:35 am

Vonboyage wrote:oh... fair play

habitualbeatscamp · Post by **habitualbeatscamp** » Tue Jan 22, 2008 6:07 am

djake wrote: i get nervous on the fone aswell..otherwise i wouldnt be on the internet would i

altought it is broadband

djake wrote: ummm....dnt get out the house much at all...the outside world is like hell to me

Dude.. I have the same problem.

Just the thought of having to go out and have an interview with someone takes alot of guts (it makes me sick to my stomach most times). I have to go through a shitload of mental preperation before I can do it (when I absolutely have to).

The shit part is.. When it doesn't yield any results, it's really discouraging and makes the whole situation worse.

Sometimes, I feel like if I go somehwere and apply for a job.. I won't know how to act, like I will scream jibberish or freeze and not say anything. I know deep down it's not gonna happen.. But most days I feel the risk is waaaay too great.

Not to disrespect anyone, but it's very easy for people to say stuff like "Deal with it", "You need to leave your comfort zone"...

When you feel like you are gonna act like a buffoon and possibly puke all over the floor somewhere.. It's tough. Weed can totally make it worse.

Thats mostly the reason I sit around all day and make beats. Then again, when someone wants some of my beats.. I freeze up and don't know what to say to em. Even online I get the same feeling. Fuckin anxiety sucks ass.

All I can reccommend is Ativan (Lorazepam), possibly some beer. I am personally not on Ativan because I guess I am a suicide risk and a major depression case, along with sleep apnea.

So, I take Effexor.. Which does next to nothing.

Good luck dude.. I hope the best for ya.

Matt S.

dubluke · Post by **dubluke** » Tue Jan 22, 2008 12:14 pm

guys...seriously...too much weed!!

i love it myself as well, but when it gets to the kind of state that you mention above does that not give you a sign that maybe its time to stop?

badger · Post by **badger** » Tue Jan 22, 2008 12:29 pm

dubluke wrote:guys...seriously...too much weed!!

i love it myself as well, but when it gets to the kind of state that you mention above does that not give you a sign that maybe its time to stop?

says mr "oooh this chocolate feels all melty and nice in my hands"

but yeah when any drugs negatives far outweigh the positives it's time to stop

dubluke · Post by **dubluke** » Tue Jan 22, 2008 12:44 pm

badger wrote:
dubluke wrote:guys...seriously...too much weed!!

i love it myself as well, but when it gets to the kind of state that you mention above does that not give you a sign that maybe its time to stop?
says mr "oooh this chocolate feels all melty and nice in my hands"

but yeah when any drugs negatives far outweigh the positives it's time to stop

lol fair point, but i'm not a drug casualty in a way that i can't live my life properly cos of drugs, i'm just a casualty when i'm buzzing hehe

BaronVon · Post by **BaronVon** » Tue Jan 22, 2008 12:49 pm

Get a job at Royal Mail. No fucker speaks English anyway, even the ones that do have trouble stringing a sentence together.

dubstep_warrior · Post by **dubstep_warrior** » Tue Jan 22, 2008 1:11 pm

badger wrote:
dubluke wrote:guys...seriously...too much weed!!

i love it myself as well, but when it gets to the kind of state that you mention above does that not give you a sign that maybe its time to stop?
says mr "oooh this chocolate feels all melty and nice in my hands"

but yeah when any drugs negatives far outweigh the positives it's time to stop

lollollol the downfall of playing soggy biscuit i tell ya!

badger · Post by **badger** » Tue Jan 22, 2008 1:13 pm

office jobs ftw. don't have to talk to anyone if you don't have to. and you can spend all day on here

LEQ · Post by **LEQ** » Tue Jan 22, 2008 1:15 pm

badger wrote:office jobs ftw. don't have to talk to anyone if you don't have to. and you can spend all day on here

Too true.

vonboyage · Post by **vonboyage** » Tue Jan 22, 2008 1:33 pm

HabitualBeatsCamp wrote:Then again, when someone wants some of my beats.. I freeze up and don't know what to say to em

Can i have some beats ?

No, seriously

dubstep_warrior · Post by **dubstep_warrior** » Tue Jan 22, 2008 4:37 pm

if you're scared of people the you should promptly cease to exsist.

djake · Post by **djake** » Tue Jan 22, 2008 4:54 pm

dubluke wrote:guys...seriously...too much weed!!

i love it myself as well, but when it gets to the kind of state that you mention above does that not give you a sign that maybe its time to stop?

seriously i dnt smoke weed anymore...1 year i fink since i did

perkalerk215 · Post by **perkalerk215** » Tue Jan 22, 2008 6:27 pm

so too much weed can make ppl a little overly scared of the outside world. anxiety levels may be pretty high as well, BUT didnt you ever think that some ppl just have anxiety problems? i had them for yrs. i couldnt do shit either. it sucks a lot. i kind of grew out of them i guess if you wanna put it that way. i was scare of medication for it, or therapy. i just kind of realized i didnt wanna be miserable alyways broke. so i got out and did something about it. in the longrun, it makes you feel that much better and gives youa lot more confidence to even just wake up and get out of bed in the morning.

oleedee · Post by **oleedee** » Tue Jan 22, 2008 8:26 pm

fix up look shaaarp! go out your house get a job feed a duuuuck!

oleedee · Post by **oleedee** » Tue Jan 22, 2008 8:34 pm

how do you get a fucking office job like that mate? what qualifications, and what are you meant to be doing with the time??? i had a feeling there was some job limbo somwhere! so many jobs and it dont seem like theres much to doo. i mean farmers make the munch people make toys and people move the munch and toys and theres houses and elecrticity and shit on the side which basicly run themselves and will always be there. what the fuuuxck ! and theres all these fucking wastemen!

seriously. im pretty scared to go out also. phobia. means fear you know. FEAR! so many people and brains are vacumes. how many vacumes does it take to soak up an excuse for a second holocaust. !!. lol. how crazy do i have to get b4 i get a rep AND MAYB EVEN BANNED?

RubiconMan · Post by **RubiconMan** » Tue Jan 22, 2008 9:16 pm

oleedee wrote: lol. how crazy do i have to get b4 i get a rep AND MAYB EVEN BANNED?

haha u already crazy mate, it says 300+ plus hours on call of duty, thats about 2 weeks solid....bet u got flat thumbs

oleedee · Post by **oleedee** » Wed Jan 23, 2008 1:19 pm

i play on pc in a team in compertitions mate. proper tings. call of duty 4 and quake 3 now. mans games. out of that at the moment tho due to injury LOL
check it
[img]http:/www.oleedee.co.uk/games/bone.jpg[/img]

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