What are we doing at this moment in time?

delendi · Post by **delendi** » Sun Apr 06, 2008 10:47 pm

changing my facebook self. can't have a fresh start without a fresh slab of internet can you... how horrifically sad.

Pistonsbeneath · Post by **Pistonsbeneath** » Sun Apr 06, 2008 10:59 pm

trying to play gta vice city stories but im too pissed so i may watch batman forever

amykamala · Post by **amykamala** » Sun Apr 06, 2008 11:01 pm

having a complete and absolute meltdown.

not that anyone here gives two shits.

tempest · Post by **tempest** » Sun Apr 06, 2008 11:02 pm

amykamala wrote: having a complete and absolute meltdown.

not that anyone here gives to shits.

icare

amykamala · Post by **amykamala** » Sun Apr 06, 2008 11:03 pm

oh please dont mock me

tempest · Post by **tempest** » Sun Apr 06, 2008 11:06 pm

cmon now... whats up?

Pistonsbeneath · Post by **Pistonsbeneath** » Sun Apr 06, 2008 11:12 pm

amykamala wrote: having a complete and absolute meltdown.

not that anyone here gives two shits.

i dont know you

but if i did i may care

im not up to anything important ^^...whats the problem(s)?

amykamala · Post by **amykamala** » Sun Apr 06, 2008 11:13 pm

its everything ! i have too much shit to do and no physical or emotional capacity to do it. i'm completely creatively blocked 100 percent and have no chi flow. the machine has got me under the thumb of it's system and its taking be down in flames. and my chest really f&%king hurts its making me dizzy

3 seconds from disappearing to south america. or at least that is what the note will say.

Pistonsbeneath · Post by **Pistonsbeneath** » Sun Apr 06, 2008 11:17 pm

amykamala wrote:its everything ! i have too much shit to do and no physical or emotional capacity to do it. i'm completely creatively blocked 100 percent and have no chi flow. the machine has got me under the thumb of it's system and its taking be down in flames.

3 seconds from disappearing to south america. or at least that is what the note will say.

i actually relate entirely

im always trying to be into loads of stuff and have way too much going on when im actually mentally & emotionally drained a lot of the time...

its very hard when you feel this way but ultimately its mostly a mind thing rather than a situation thing...

have a long bath & then eat some pineapple:)

amykamala · Post by **amykamala** » Sun Apr 06, 2008 11:22 pm

Piston wrote: i actually relate entirely

im always trying to be into loads of stuff and have way too much going on when im actually mentally & emotionally drained a lot of the time...

its very hard when you feel this way but ultimately its mostly a mind thing rather than a situation thing...

have a long bath & then eat some pineapple:)

yes thats exactly it. i took on way too much and at the time i could handle it but then i just crapped out and got sick and havn't gotten back the flow yet, but everything is still demanding blood out of me. i've been very good at avoiding it all hence my 2000+ worthless posts in here.

that's not a bad suggestion, altho i dunt has pineapple.

i may need a more long term solution though. how does one shed some of their responsibilities without royally fucking shit up? (besides skipping the country)

schamotnik · Post by **schamotnik** » Sun Apr 06, 2008 11:23 pm

trying to get a presentation done for uni.. prefer to procrastrinate at the moment

ch3 · Post by **ch3** » Sun Apr 06, 2008 11:24 pm

amykamala wrote: (besides skipping the country)

Dammit.

Pistonsbeneath · Post by **Pistonsbeneath** » Sun Apr 06, 2008 11:25 pm

amykamala wrote:
Piston wrote: i actually relate entirely

im always trying to be into loads of stuff and have way too much going on when im actually mentally & emotionally drained a lot of the time...

its very hard when you feel this way but ultimately its mostly a mind thing rather than a situation thing...

have a long bath & then eat some pineapple:)
yes thats exactly it. i took on way too much and at the time i could handle it but then i just crapped out and got sick and havn't gotten back the flow yet, but everything is still demanding blood out of me. i've been very good at avoiding it all hence my 2000+ worthless posts in here.

that's not a bad suggestion, altho i dunt has pineapple.

i may need a more long term solution though. how does one shed some of their responsibilities without royally fucking shit up? (besides skipping the country)

what are the things you've committed too?

its better to admit you cant handle all the things you've taken on than to struggle on i'd say....

pineapple makes you happy was the reason i suggested it innit...

shonky · Post by **shonky** » Sun Apr 06, 2008 11:28 pm

amykamala wrote:
i may need a more long term solution though. how does one shed some of their responsibilities without royally fucking shit up? (besides skipping the country)

Marry a gullible millionaire and then drop them in an acrimonious divorce case and settle for £24 mill. Paul McCartney's back on the market

amykamala · Post by **amykamala** » Sun Apr 06, 2008 11:28 pm

ch3 wrote:
amykamala wrote: (besides skipping the country)
Dammit.

yea i'll see you in london ! (cept i'll prolly be getting egged so u might wanna stand back)

amykamala · Post by **amykamala** » Sun Apr 06, 2008 11:32 pm

Piston wrote:
what are the things you've committed too?

its better to admit you cant handle all the things you've taken on than to struggle on i'd say....

pineapple makes you happy was the reason i suggested it innit...

well in september i was doing 28 units of graduate school and working 30 hours a week, trying to start a non profit animal rescue, and working on 3 films. not to mention all the stuff you have to do to maintain a household etc .. now i've quit my job and dropped my units down to 12 and am only working on one film (theoretically) but every tiny tiny tiny thing makes me overwhelmed. i get like 200 emails a day, its fucking uncanny. right now i need to go grocery shopping and somehow that has set me into freak out mode when normally i would love going to the farmers market.

what is it about pineapple that makes you happy ? besides it tasting delicious

amykamala · Post by **amykamala** » Sun Apr 06, 2008 11:34 pm

Shonky wrote: Marry a gullible millionaire and then drop them in an acrimonious divorce case and settle for £24 mill. Paul McCartney's back on the market

i happen to think paul mccartney is sexy :p

shonky · Post by **shonky** » Sun Apr 06, 2008 11:35 pm

amykamala wrote:
Shonky wrote: Marry a gullible millionaire and then drop them in an acrimonious divorce case and settle for £24 mill. Paul McCartney's back on the market

i happen to think paul mccartney is sexy :p

Cut us in for 20% then, I could do with a life of leisure

datura · Post by **datura** » Sun Apr 06, 2008 11:37 pm

Shonky wrote:
amykamala wrote:
Shonky wrote: Marry a gullible millionaire and then drop them in an acrimonious divorce case and settle for £24 mill. Paul McCartney's back on the market

i happen to think paul mccartney is sexy :p
Cut us in for 20% then, I could do with a life of leisure

what happened to our 'sexy kids' catholic priests extortion racket?

amykamala · Post by **amykamala** » Sun Apr 06, 2008 11:39 pm

Shonky wrote:
Cut us in for 20% then, I could do with a life of leisure

if i were wealthy i would most definitely take care of my ninja friends.

plus i want to marry for love

but at the moment there is very little hope for any man being even remotely interested in touching me with a 40 foot pole

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