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Post by Jak The lad » Thu May 22, 2008 10:45 am

Von wrote:Niice :)


I've jus been diagnoised as depressed.. puts a dampner on the day, eh :(
Ahh man. Best thing to do is just take it out on GTA online. Swear at northerners and kill everyone.

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U got any meds for it?
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Post by von » Thu May 22, 2008 10:47 am

Yeah got some meds. but i aint taking em.. mus be mad.

I reckon i'd turn into a vegetable if i did. And/or mak me alo worse than i am already. Not alot of people seem to know wa gwan as man just smiles n ting.

Otu of sight, out of mind, but this week things have been tryna get ontop.. i cant deal with it aymore

TBH really n truly all i need is regular talks about my feelings to someone.
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Post by gwa » Thu May 22, 2008 10:48 am

Von wrote:Yeah got some meds. but i aint taking em.. mus be mad.

I reckon i'd turn into a vegetable if i did. And/or mak me alo worse than i am already. Not alot of people seem to know wa gwan as man just smiles n ting.

Otu of sight, out of mind, but this week things have been tryna get ontop.. i cant deal with it aymore

TBH really n truly all i need is regular talks about my feelings to someone.
Looks like we are in the same position, get ya sen onto nhs waiting list. there good
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Post by Jak The lad » Thu May 22, 2008 10:48 am

You should take a break somewhere mate.
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Post by aleks zen » Thu May 22, 2008 10:52 am

gwa wrote:
Von wrote:Yeah got some meds. but i aint taking em.. mus be mad.

I reckon i'd turn into a vegetable if i did. And/or mak me alo worse than i am already. Not alot of people seem to know wa gwan as man just smiles n ting.

Otu of sight, out of mind, but this week things have been tryna get ontop.. i cant deal with it aymore

TBH really n truly all i need is regular talks about my feelings to someone.
Looks like we are in the same position, get ya sen onto nhs waiting list. there good
ahhh von smashed it! thats what everyone needs but NOOOOO, have more pills to chew on instead! i got take meds cos i had a bit of a breakdown a month ago but u know what, DONT GIVE THEM A REASON. im trying to do this course very thoroughly then keep it moving, to be honest i think the psychologists just keep on wanting to see me so they can cat my style. chiefs
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Post by gwa » Thu May 22, 2008 10:53 am

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gwa wrote:
Von wrote:Yeah got some meds. but i aint taking em.. mus be mad.

I reckon i'd turn into a vegetable if i did. And/or mak me alo worse than i am already. Not alot of people seem to know wa gwan as man just smiles n ting.

Otu of sight, out of mind, but this week things have been tryna get ontop.. i cant deal with it aymore

TBH really n truly all i need is regular talks about my feelings to someone.
Looks like we are in the same position, get ya sen onto nhs waiting list. there good
ahhh von smashed it! thats what everyone needs but NOOOOO, have more pills to chew on instead! i got take meds cos i had a bit of a breakdown a month ago but u know what, DONT GIVE THEM A REASON. im trying to do this course very thoroughly then keep it moving, to be honest i think the psychologists just keep on wanting to see me so they can cat my style. chiefs
I have always said no to meds but the counsilling nhs have been giving me beens good
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Post by von » Thu May 22, 2008 10:54 am

Lol trust me.. theres no money in the cure.

the moneys on the comeback :lol:
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Post by badger » Thu May 22, 2008 10:55 am

Von wrote:Yeah got some meds. but i aint taking em.. mus be mad.

I reckon i'd turn into a vegetable if i did. And/or mak me alo worse than i am already. Not alot of people seem to know wa gwan as man just smiles n ting.

Otu of sight, out of mind, but this week things have been tryna get ontop.. i cant deal with it aymore

TBH really n truly all i need is regular talks about my feelings to someone.
very sensible vonbon. doctors seem to love diagnosing depression and prescribe antidepressants at the drop of a hat these days without fully thinking of the consequences

i thought i was depressed but pretty much all my symptoms were caused by smoking too much weed so you might think about stopping that

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Post by dubluke » Thu May 22, 2008 10:56 am

gwa wrote:
ALEKS ZEN wrote:
gwa wrote:
Von wrote:Yeah got some meds. but i aint taking em.. mus be mad.

I reckon i'd turn into a vegetable if i did. And/or mak me alo worse than i am already. Not alot of people seem to know wa gwan as man just smiles n ting.

Otu of sight, out of mind, but this week things have been tryna get ontop.. i cant deal with it aymore

TBH really n truly all i need is regular talks about my feelings to someone.
Looks like we are in the same position, get ya sen onto nhs waiting list. there good
ahhh von smashed it! thats what everyone needs but NOOOOO, have more pills to chew on instead! i got take meds cos i had a bit of a breakdown a month ago but u know what, DONT GIVE THEM A REASON. im trying to do this course very thoroughly then keep it moving, to be honest i think the psychologists just keep on wanting to see me so they can cat my style. chiefs
I have always said no to meds but the counsilling nhs have been giving me beens good
yeah the NHS lot i had to go see for a long time a few years back (long story) were really good, a lot of people rinse the NHS but they've done fucking well for me and some other members of my family

and von as i said to you before i think you made the right choice there, with that kinda thing talking is the best therapy
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Post by frebentos » Thu May 22, 2008 10:57 am

badger wrote: i thought i was depressed but pretty much all my symptoms were caused by smoking too much weed so you might think about stopping that
THIS, stop bunnin zoots as theyd say in the LDN.

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Post by aleks zen » Thu May 22, 2008 10:59 am

my breakdown wasnt even down to doing any drugs. it was simply down to getting over excited with how sucesful im going to (hopefully - thats for the psychologists) be in the future with life in general. it turns out tho i got so excited i actually turned into some polar opposite darkside prince who would only talk to people when they asked me the correct question. lol! they want to keep on giving me drugs now no matter how much i protest ive just learnt to play the game and calm down, that way theyll leave me alone quicker
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Post by von » Thu May 22, 2008 10:59 am

badger wrote:all my symptoms were caused by smoking too much weed so you might think about stopping that
Good point that. but i havent really smoked this week as i haven't been staying at home since SNR on saturday. I purposefully kept away from the weed to see wa gwarn.. and it aint really helped tbh.

I might just need to smoke a zoot and chill the fuck out, dya reckon?
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Post by dubluke » Thu May 22, 2008 11:00 am

Von wrote:
badger wrote:all my symptoms were caused by smoking too much weed so you might think about stopping that
Good point that. but i havent really smoked this week as i haven't been staying at home since SNR on saturday. I purposefully kept away from the weed to see wa gwarn.. and it aint really helped tbh.

I might just need to smoke a zoot and chill the fuck out, dya reckon?
nah mate give it some time like, not sure how much you been bunning but it can take a lot longer than a week for it to fully leave your system, even if you don't cut it out completely try and at least cut down for about a month or so and see how it goes
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Post by kidlogic » Thu May 22, 2008 11:05 am

frebentos wrote:
badger wrote: i thought i was depressed but pretty much all my symptoms were caused by smoking too much weed so you might think about stopping that
THIS, stop bunnin zoots as theyd say in the LDN.
Well, maybe he's like me though and gets depressed (or in his case more depressed) when he doesnt smoke...

And not cause Im bummed out cause I dont have any either, but because it levels me out and allows me to think things through a little more and not always jump to the most negative conclusion.

Just sayin though... not trying to say it wont help or that he shouldnt quit if he thinks it might help.

In some people though it does the same as the meds they usually give out, but its natural.


I used to feel quite depressed, but Ive learned to deal with it in my own ways and now I dont think I would get that diagnoses anymore. It took some work though, being concious of what it was that was making me feel that way and taking the steps necessary to remove those things from my life if possible. A lot of it was partying too much. (and I dont mean just going out for a pint or two :wink: )

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Post by frebentos » Thu May 22, 2008 11:07 am

kidlogic wrote:
frebentos wrote:
badger wrote: i thought i was depressed but pretty much all my symptoms were caused by smoking too much weed so you might think about stopping that
THIS, stop bunnin zoots as theyd say in the LDN.
Well, maybe he's like me though and gets depressed (or in his case more depressed) when he doesnt smoke...
yea kid fair points man.

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Post by von » Thu May 22, 2008 11:50 am

kidlogic wrote:Well, maybe he's like me though and gets depressed (or in his case more depressed) when he doesnt smoke...
to be honest that sounds ALOT like me.

I think clearer and im less prone to negativity when i smoke.
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Post by frebentos » Thu May 22, 2008 11:52 am

Von wrote: I think clearer and im less prone to negativity when i smoke.
we'll get onthe jints the night then. :D

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Post by von » Thu May 22, 2008 11:52 am

Just had a MASSSSSSSSSSIVE row with the missus.

She is a complete and utter fucking twatbitchfacecuntmaster-flem.

Lol @ not listening to me in 08.

it's not even funny.. as im going on road to fight someone.

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Post by diss04 » Thu May 22, 2008 11:54 am

Von wrote:Just had a MASSSSSSSSSSIVE row with the missus.

She is a complete and utter fucking twatbitchfacecuntmaster-flem.

Lol @ not listening to me in 08.

it's not even funny.. as im going on road to fight someone.

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Post by kidlogic » Thu May 22, 2008 11:55 am

Von wrote:
kidlogic wrote:Well, maybe he's like me though and gets depressed (or in his case more depressed) when he doesnt smoke...
to be honest that sounds ALOT like me.

I think clearer and im less prone to negativity when i smoke.
Yup. I feel I think more clearly cause it allows me to focus on one thought instead of all of them like I usually do, and I dont sit and dwell on negative thoughts. I get easily distracted when Im not a little stoned out too.

Did you ever get an ADD or ADHD diagnosis as a kid Von?

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