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Royally royally fucked off at myself today, went to a wedding yesterday, got absolutely smashed and on the walk home I fell over in the street cos I was so pissed. As a consequence I ripped a brand new suit I'd never worn before, massive hole in the knee and one in the arm, also smashed my iphone screen.

The phone is repairable but I'm really fucked off about this suit, I totally skinted myself to buy it, it looked really good and it was literally the first time I'd worn it. I'd probably be less pissed off if it was through someone else's actions but I just feel like a twat cos it was through my own stupidity

so am i the only one who doesnt have bad mdma comedowns? if i take my last bomb at like 5am i'll be asleep by 9am, even without a joint or any downers. i usually get home, have a double sausage and egg mcmuffin, have some mad auditory hallucinations for a bit, then i'll go to bed and have a good solid block of like 9-12 hours sleep, wake up then eat some more food, smoke for a bit then go back to bed for another 8 hours, then wake up feeling pretty dandy
its only phet that makes me feel bad, and ive not had that in 2 years

pikeymobile wrote:so am i the only one who doesnt have bad mdma comedowns? if i take my last bomb at like 5am i'll be asleep by 9am, even without a joint or any downers. i usually get home, have a double sausage and egg mcmuffin, have some mad auditory hallucinations for a bit, then i'll go to bed and have a good solid block of like 9-12 hours sleep, wake up then eat some more food, smoke for a bit then go back to bed for another 8 hours, then wake up feeling pretty dandy
its only phet that makes me feel bad, and ive not had that in 2 years

Count yourself lucky mate!! Wish I could do that, I can't sleep properly for days afterwards, I feel really nauseous and get depressed as fuck for weeks and weeks, plus end up pissing off everyone by being moody as fuck.

dubluke wrote:Royally royally fucked off at myself today, went to a wedding yesterday, got absolutely smashed and on the walk home I fell over in the street cos I was so pissed. As a consequence I ripped a brand new suit I'd never worn before, massive hole in the knee and one in the arm, also smashed my iphone screen.

The phone is repairable but I'm really fucked off about this suit, I totally skinted myself to buy it, it looked really good and it was literally the first time I'd worn it. I'd probably be less pissed off if it was through someone else's actions but I just feel like a twat cos it was through my own stupidity

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! That suit was fresh as fuck!

yeah i've got a mate who gets seriously depressed for a good week after taking it, even if he only has a bit
i think my comedowns mainly have a lot to do with moderation these days, i dont drink any alcohol after i've come up and only go through like 0.4 in a night, whereas when i was younger i'd polish off a g like it was nothing (although i still slept fairly well then, i wouldnt be able to eat alllll day and the sleep would be patchy as fuck)
i also eat a supersize burger king meal before every night. i have no idea if this makes any difference, but i like to think the sheer amount of calories stops me feeling so fucked the next morning

magma wrote:

dubluke wrote:Royally royally fucked off at myself today, went to a wedding yesterday, got absolutely smashed and on the walk home I fell over in the street cos I was so pissed. As a consequence I ripped a brand new suit I'd never worn before, massive hole in the knee and one in the arm, also smashed my iphone screen.

The phone is repairable but I'm really fucked off about this suit, I totally skinted myself to buy it, it looked really good and it was literally the first time I'd worn it. I'd probably be less pissed off if it was through someone else's actions but I just feel like a twat cos it was through my own stupidity

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! That suit was fresh as fuck!

Yeah absolutely gutted man, at least the wedding photographer guy got one fairly decent snap of me in before I fucked it up

Must have been a pretty excellent fall like, did you get your stagger on?

pikeymobile wrote:yeah i've got a mate who gets seriously depressed for a good week after taking it, even if he only has a bit
i think my comedowns mainly have a lot to do with moderation these days, i dont drink any alcohol after i've come up and only go through like 0.4 in a night, whereas when i was younger i'd polish off a g like it was nothing (although i still slept fairly well then, i wouldnt be able to eat alllll day and the sleep would be patchy as fuck)
i also eat a supersize burger king meal before every night. i have no idea if this makes any difference, but i like to think the sheer amount of calories stops me feeling so fucked the next morning

Yeah I think that is definitely all a factor mate, although to be honest when I was younger I used to do nearly a gram in a night quite often and I swear it was never as bad as it is now...maybe my normal serotonin levels have got lower somehow since then so it hits me harder these days.

But yeah, definitely less drinking and some food before means you feel slightly more human the next day

JTMMusicuk wrote:Must have been a pretty excellent fall like, did you get your stagger on?

Yeah mate I remember I was like weaving all over the pavement careering into walls and shit, I've cut my knee open and have pulled a muscle or some shit in my leg cos it feels well sore around my calf

dubluke wrote:

Johnlenham wrote:Come down is in full swing and I become a real asshole (mentally atleast)
I need to lay off this stuff for awhile.. Probably a blessing after system I'm out of everything.

Sounds like you're hitting the serotonin wall mate. Good idea for a break after system I did the same after the last one and my mood has been way better since. In the meantime, eat bananas, eat turkey and drink milk (maybe not all combined together) - they all contain amino acids which will make you produce serotonin, and exercise gives you a mood boost too!

Really? I was feeling a banana turkey milkshake You are probably right though.

I did get smashed last night at a house party and I really dont think I can handle alcohol anymore Ive perked up abit as Onemans Boileroom set is unreal
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pikeymobile wrote:so am i the only one who doesnt have bad mdma comedowns? if i take my last bomb at like 5am i'll be asleep by 9am, even without a joint or any downers. i usually get home, have a double sausage and egg mcmuffin, have some mad auditory hallucinations for a bit, then i'll go to bed and have a good solid block of like 9-12 hours sleep, wake up then eat some more food, smoke for a bit then go back to bed for another 8 hours, then wake up feeling pretty dandy
its only phet that makes me feel bad, and ive not had that in 2 years

Its rare that I do feel it this bad but I guess when it does its that much worse. Also stuff that would normally just roll off my back instead really gets under my skin and pisses me off. Never have a problem sleeping thank god!

dubluke wrote:

pikeymobile wrote:so am i the only one who doesnt have bad mdma comedowns? if i take my last bomb at like 5am i'll be asleep by 9am, even without a joint or any downers. i usually get home, have a double sausage and egg mcmuffin, have some mad auditory hallucinations for a bit, then i'll go to bed and have a good solid block of like 9-12 hours sleep, wake up then eat some more food, smoke for a bit then go back to bed for another 8 hours, then wake up feeling pretty dandy
its only phet that makes me feel bad, and ive not had that in 2 years

Count yourself lucky mate!! Wish I could do that, I can't sleep properly for days afterwards, I feel really nauseous and get depressed as fuck for weeks and weeks, plus end up pissing off everyone by being moody as fuck.

5-htp

arktrix wrote:

dubluke wrote:

pikeymobile wrote:so am i the only one who doesnt have bad mdma comedowns? if i take my last bomb at like 5am i'll be asleep by 9am, even without a joint or any downers. i usually get home, have a double sausage and egg mcmuffin, have some mad auditory hallucinations for a bit, then i'll go to bed and have a good solid block of like 9-12 hours sleep, wake up then eat some more food, smoke for a bit then go back to bed for another 8 hours, then wake up feeling pretty dandy
its only phet that makes me feel bad, and ive not had that in 2 years

Count yourself lucky mate!! Wish I could do that, I can't sleep properly for days afterwards, I feel really nauseous and get depressed as fuck for weeks and weeks, plus end up pissing off everyone by being moody as fuck.

5-htp

Yeah I've got two bottles of that, one in my desk at work and one at home was munching it like a nutter after system

my psychiatrist said the effectiveness of 5-htp is a myth.

then he tried to prescribe me SSRIs again

"rofl"

Pacquiao should have won

Rönin wrote:Pacquiao should have won

don't even get me started

Been saving money for Kahn & Neek - Percy, and Machinedrum - Room(s) is back in stock

been sick since friday. mother of all stomach virus'

5-htp sounds fucking excellent.

pretty sure me and the lady just split

kidshuffle wrote:pretty sure me and the lady just split

hope everythings all good