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gwa wrote:really? maybe it's just tolerance but i get well pissed off with people when i'm on MDMA who are trying to tell me their life story.

stopped getting that overwhelming rush these days. obviously i'm fucked but my concious is well clear.

Maybe have a break for a bit or leave bigger gaps... I had a really busy 2011 and didn't get out on the dancefloor nearly as often as I should have.. going back to only doing pills once every few months seems to have brought the soul back with a bit of a bang. System was special, but I was swimming in some beautiful sea of love for the entire night... felt like the first time again! (nohymen)

Unless it was just these pills and that night... it's over and they've nearly run out...

dubluke wrote:Used to frequently go out and take between 0.75g - 1g - it would take that feeling of your head nearly splitting in two from feeling so amazing that step further, but I found the negative effects would kick in waaaay more after that! Much more forgetting what I'm talking about half the time, way more nausea etc. even when it was quite good stuff and the physical effects of comedown would be fucking terrible. On the half g instead I've done recently I've still had an amazing time but it's been a bit more under control and also I've remembered more of the night which is always important!

without turning it into a 'omg this one time i was SO fucked' kinda thing. ive been on sessions where throughout a couple of days i've done multiple grams of mandy to the point where i've been sat on the park from the night before with mates, and i've took out the bag of what used to be a half ounce and we just been throwing keys up each others noses, from 9am till 11pm and then carried on still at someones house

the weird thing is that afterwards i've actually remembered most of whats happened [unfortunately] and after an immense, endless sleep on my mates beanbag (19 hours i think i worked it out as) i felt totally fine

i've also been out and done one pill and drank a bit and not remembered anything and woke up with blood on my jacket/hands and a horrible feeling something terrible had happened but not sure what it was and have felt suicidal for a week

its just what happens at the time and how you and your mind and your body all co-react with the situations you're in

i cant help but feeling that earlier sessions i've had when i was younger have set maybe some sort of standard for behaviour and emotions that i feel now though

its a weird one, i've tried to find a formula for guaranteed success everytime and it just doesn't work out like that!

take it as it comes and ride it out is just what i try and do now

So the age consensus is that everyone under 30 takes shitloads of drugs and tries to learn coping mechanisms to deal with the aftermath of taking shitloads of drugs.(?). Not sure if that is a question or a statement...

mks wrote:So the age consensus is that everyone under 30 takes shitloads of drugs and tries to learn coping mechanisms to deal with the aftermath of taking shitloads of drugs.(?). Not sure if that is a question or a statement...

hummm...... if we were all 70 im sure the exact same thing would be happening lol

taking drugs and then trying to cope with the drugs is such a nightmare. It's like your trying to add more grief to your life.

I gave up psycho-active concoctions when I turned eighty years old. Virgin's blood is the only stimulant I now use to dance on my enemies' graves.

mugabe wrote:I gave up psycho-active concoctions when I turned eighty years old. Virgin's blood is the only stimulant I now use to dance on my enemies' graves.

Don`t lie, you`ve had syphilis for years.

I forgive your imperialist propaganda young man; so many have been misinformed. Please, visit me in Harare and I shall liquidate your misunderstandings.

mugabe wrote:I forgive your imperialist propaganda young man; so many have been misinformed. Please, visit me in Harare and I shall liquidate your misunderstandings.

How was your birthday by the way?
I hear no-one gave a shit.

Surely you don't think this prick is really mugabe?

of course not

I`m abusing him as a proxy.

Non-Africans can be excused for their naivety but I expect better from my neighbours Mr. Electric Head. My birthday tributes included a brace of testicles presented by my loyal followers and many carats of Marange diamonds from my Chinese friends. I am not surprised that you would feel peeved at my good fortune. You colonialists always do.

mugabe wrote:Non-Africans can be excused for their naivety but I expect better from my neighbours Mr electric Head. My birthday tributes included a brace of testicles presented by my loyal followers and many carats of Marange diamonds from my Chinese friends. I am not surprised that you would feel peeved at my good fortune.
The colonialists always do.

dubluke wrote:Used to frequently go out and take between 0.75g - 1g - it would take that feeling of your head nearly splitting in two from feeling so amazing that step further, but I found the negative effects would kick in waaaay more after that! Much more forgetting what I'm talking about half the time, way more nausea etc. even when it was quite good stuff and the physical effects of comedown would be fucking terrible. On the half g instead I've done recently I've still had an amazing time but it's been a bit more under control and also I've remembered more of the night which is always important!

dubluke wrote: Faaaack. That shits pretty strong mikey

Unlike your envious self, Mr Head, Elizabeth Windsor and myself have the utmost respect for each other's elderly wisdom and our management of the ignorant masses. But even I cannot hide my amusement at her empurpled excess.

mugabe wrote:Unlike your envious self, Mr Head, Elizabeth Windsor and myself have the utmost respect for each other's elderly wisdom and our management of the ignorant masses. But even I cannot hide my amusement at her empurpled excess.

You`re a funny man Robert.
I always assumed you were a tyrant.
Do you want to meet up and make sand angles?

I CAN TAKE PILLS BETTER THAN ALL OF YOU

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