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cryptical wrote:garethom, if i ever grow a pair and come to Movement i'm snatching a lock of your hair and performing some grade-a wi†ch craf† on you.
Your recent behaviour towards me on this forum has been unacceptable and i do not take e-grudges lightly.

You have been warned.

im pissed at myself for getting into a headfuck situation with dfd

waste of time & all its managed to do is put me in a bad mood, and throw my emotional state into one of numbness. yay.

and to make things better, the anxiety that managed to manifest from that pointless engagement wont go away as i have no diazepam.

joy.

What anxiety bro?
What are the issues?

Nevalo wrote:im pissed at myself for getting into a headfuck situation with dfd

waste of time & all its managed to do is put me in a bad mood, and throw my emotional state into one of numbness. yay.

and to make things better, the anxiety that managed to manifest from that pointless engagement wont go away as i have no diazepam.

joy.

It's just the Internet; don't put so much stock in it. The fact that you two disagree over a conflict thousands of miles away that neither of you can have any meaningful influence over is one of the more minor and inconsequential problems you'll ever experience. You should enjoy the fact that you're comfortable enough for something so tiny to be seen as such a big deal.

(also, try not under-thinking in future )

magma wrote:

Nevalo wrote:im pissed at myself for getting into a headfuck situation with dfd

waste of time & all its managed to do is put me in a bad mood, and throw my emotional state into one of numbness. yay.

and to make things better, the anxiety that managed to manifest from that pointless engagement wont go away as i have no diazepam.

joy.

It's just the Internet; don't put so much stock in it. The fact that you two disagree over a conflict thousands of miles away that neither of you can have any meaningful influence over is one of the more minor and inconsequential problems you'll ever experience. You should enjoy the fact that you're comfortable enough for something so tiny to be seen as such a big deal.

word

@EH

had anxiety.panic attacks since my OD
doesnt take much to set it off. (hence my trip to hospital the other weekend)

@magma if you havent noticed i take things far too personally with particular members, ( dfd being one of them )
and yea, it just adds to the amounting BS i currently have in my life

@wub cheers. (personally i couldnt give two shits about my future [so i dont under-think, i just dont care].... worldy issues, yea i probably could think a bit more ha)

I've gotta say when I started that thread I was looking for more "I'd tell all the Israelis/Palestinians to piss off" or along the lines of the guy who just said he'd blow up temple mount, rather than a discussion that's had every other day.

Nevalo wrote:@EH

had anxiety.panic attacks since my OD
doesnt take much to set it off. (hence my trip to hospital the other weekend)

@magma if you havent noticed i take things far too personally with particular members, ( dfd being one of them )
and yea, it just adds to the amounting BS i currently have in my life

@wub cheers. (personally i couldnt give two shits about my future [so i dont under-think, i just dont care].... worldy issues, yea i probably could think a bit more ha)

Happiness/contentedness is a choice. Make peace with yourself or you'll find it impossible to do it with those around you because you're not comfortable in your own skin. If something's wrong, change it... if something can't be changed, accept it and make peace with it because you're stuck with it.

In the meantime, perhaps it would be an idea to avoid conversations about things you don't care about with people who care about them a lot? You're unlikely to get far convincing dfd to be apathetic just because you are.

Nevalo wrote:@EH

had anxiety.panic attacks since my OD
doesnt take much to set it off. (hence my trip to hospital the other weekend)

That really sucks man.
I don't get any real anxiety so it's difficult for me to understand.
I can only tell you to stay positive and realize like others have said, shit is not that serious in the larger scheme of things.
If I was in your situation however, I might respond differently.
For me though it always boils down to things not being worth me risking my own health over.

Speaking of anxiety, I'm going for my 13th session with my CBT therapist today. I'm panicky now and I can't handle driving 30 miles to sit in a bright room for an hour talking about why everything is so fucked up right now. I think it's making me worse

jayladders wrote:Speaking of anxiety, I'm going for my 13th session with my CBT therapist today. I'm panicky now and I can't handle driving 30 miles to sit in a bright room for an hour talking about why everything is so fucked up right now. I think it's making me worse

Cheesy beans + toast? Does it help wit anxiety?

Why are these things too much for you though Jay?

magma wrote:Happiness/contentedness is a choice. Make peace with yourself or you'll find it impossible to do it with those around you because you're not comfortable in your own skin. If something's wrong, change it... if something can't be changed, accept it and make peace with it because you're stuck with it.

In the meantime, perhaps it would be an idea to avoid conversations about things you don't care about with people who care about them a lot? You're unlikely to get far convincing dfd to be apathetic just because you are.

not gonna lie, haven't been able to find happiness for sometime.... hence why i spend so much time on here, trying to keep my mind occupied & off the fact i hate my life.

been sick for the best part of 3 years with something thats undiagnosable

then when i went to the hospital the other weekend after my own suspected heart attack, the doctors said my body is wearing out A LOT faster than it should (heart & stomach)

then i talked to the head of the psych department & she seemed to think im gonna top myself in the next 2 years anyway

TD;LR im a piece of shit in every possible way. be it physical, mental, emotional and all the other i dont give a fuck ones.

oh ps - wub already knows this, but ive accepted death. so i guess thats a start.

That's a lot to deal with.
How old are you?

garethom wrote:I've gotta say when I started that thread I was looking for more "I'd tell all the Israelis/Palestinians to piss off" or along the lines of the guy who just said he'd blow up temple mount, rather than a discussion that's had every other day.

bro i knew that would happen, i made that first post just cus i knew
i was so right (im amazing)

Electric_Head wrote:That's a lot to deal with.
How old are you?

24

Fuck

That's too young to have this much weighing on you.
Thoughts are with you dude.

not even the half of it...

but id be writing a novel no ones interested in so im going to stfu ha

cheers as well.

night night ninjas

dont do anything silly mate