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my best friend is dead

Posted: Sat May 22, 2010 4:01 pm
by deadly_habit
wtf just got a call saying he's dead from a heart attack
i need to vent and this is one of few ways i can
wtf he was only 2 years older than me and named his kid after me
if there is a god fuck you!
it's rare to have a brothership like we did

Re: my best friend is dead

Posted: Sat May 22, 2010 4:03 pm
by deadly_habit
i feel so numb and hollow
ugh
might as well be a zombie now

Re: my best friend is dead

Posted: Sat May 22, 2010 4:05 pm
by tripwire22
:cry: sorry to hear that man :(

Re: my best friend is dead

Posted: Sat May 22, 2010 4:06 pm
by Disco Nutter
Sorry mate... saw this on your facebook...

It's fucked up...

Please accept my sincere condolences...

Jason

Re: my best friend is dead

Posted: Sat May 22, 2010 4:07 pm
by deadly_habit
heh hard to explain feeling numb and hollowness i feel now
ino jokes left to explain this
i feel honestly lost
and no one is here to help

Re: my best friend is dead

Posted: Sat May 22, 2010 4:10 pm
by Bipolar
sorry to hear that, i know what it feels like, i lost my best mate a year ago in a bike accedent... its fucked up... if there is any advice i could give you , its dont let it eat you up, i let myself become a waste for like 2 months becuase of it, keep strong mate.

Re: my best friend is dead

Posted: Sat May 22, 2010 4:10 pm
by nowaysj
Life is short with no guarantees.

My homie had a stroke at 21.

An acquaintance went out for a bike ride with her band, including her fiance, they were all hit by a drunk driver in a van who had been arrested the week before for drunk driving. He dragged them under his van for over a block. 3 died, she is the only survivor, totally stitched together with metal rods and pins.

Life is brutal.

Sorry about your friend.

Re: my best friend is dead

Posted: Sat May 22, 2010 4:12 pm
by wayoftheworld
that's rough man :(

something similar happened to me about two weeks ago. a good friend of mine who i've known all my life moved away cross country about a year ago, and i somehow chanced on his livejournal only to find a letter from his mother saying he had killed himself 6 months ago. was pretty fucking rough to say the least

sincere condolensces dh

Re: my best friend is dead

Posted: Sat May 22, 2010 4:13 pm
by nowaysj
deadly habit wrote: named his kid after me
You're gonna have to look after this kid man.

Re: my best friend is dead

Posted: Sat May 22, 2010 4:15 pm
by deadly_habit
its funny i can vent to the net but use shades in real life to fide it all
wtf
life sucks

Re: my best friend is dead

Posted: Sat May 22, 2010 4:20 pm
by fhsueh
my condolences man. sorry to hear that. look after his kid. that can help everyone heal a bit.

i have a 3yr old and 1yr old so know how meaningful a name is. you obviously mean the world to that family.

take care man.

Re: my best friend is dead

Posted: Sat May 22, 2010 4:25 pm
by deadly_habit
theres so muich behind it
i thought he just got out of jail found out he died in april
fuck the goddamn army brainwashing people
he looked after me and i did same
will i miss you on my side
now to drink away crying

Re: my best friend is dead

Posted: Sat May 22, 2010 4:29 pm
by kaiori breathe
Sorry again man. :(

Re: my best friend is dead

Posted: Sat May 22, 2010 4:30 pm
by JFK
Horrible, horrible news man...

I've lost friends my age too and know that nothing prepares you for the shock of being told one of them has passed.

Be strong mate. :w:

Re: my best friend is dead

Posted: Sat May 22, 2010 4:33 pm
by Sharmaji
Really sorry to hear that bro. I've sadly had good friends pass as well, there's nothing easy or fair about it at all. Be in touch with his family for sure, healing'll be easier together.

best of luck.

Re: my best friend is dead

Posted: Sat May 22, 2010 4:35 pm
by abZ
Sorry to hear that man. My little brother died two years ago, I know what you are going through right now. Life is a tnuc.

Re: my best friend is dead

Posted: Sat May 22, 2010 4:39 pm
by deadly_habit
why do i keep going on honestly?
back in 01-03 he was half of deadly habit and why the name is what it is

Re: my best friend is dead

Posted: Sat May 22, 2010 4:43 pm
by JFK
deadly habit wrote:why do i keep going on honestly?
back in 01-03 he was half of deadly habit and why the name is what it is
I didnt know the guy mate, but my guess is he wouldnt want you to stop......

Re: my best friend is dead

Posted: Sat May 22, 2010 4:47 pm
by nowaysj
deadly habit wrote:why do i keep going on honestly?
nowaysj wrote:You're gonna have to look after this kid man.

Re: my best friend is dead

Posted: Sat May 22, 2010 5:03 pm
by nitz
Sorry to hear that, my condolences goes out to the family.

Stay strong man!