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more than in a long time :/

i feel like im somebody else in my body and everything i used to think about and even believe in is losing relevance to me...

i cant rly explain it but there are more gurus on here than on a self help site so fuck it..

How long have you felt like this? & has anything major happened prior or during this?

ive felt this way for a week or so...havent been on here much u may have noticed..

i am finding it difficult to let go who i used to be
so i can empathize with that feeling

i suddenly feel the urge to be childish in a way i didnt use to b if that makes sense

all the traits on other peoples character i used to reject i now prefer to the ones i used to like

its rly weird

Do not look up depersonalisation.

Put on a comedy or go for a jog, do something out of your way to feel something and get the adrenaline pumping.

my work has suffered as ive been sleeping 2 hrs a night this last week

finally slept for about 12 hrs today

i've found you more open & tolerant of late
so maybe this is a good thing
but it must be strange
appreciating what you previously considered shit
(if I'm understanding you correctly)

I reckon take any opportunity to be childlike

oh it goes beyond wobble and deep dubstep lol

that kind of thinking isnt entering my head much these days

i enjoy all kinds of shit music now and jsut dont care

i want to buy the b.o.b album lol

Do you feel like you might be spreading yourself too thin? Trying to do too many things at once and cram in as much as possible?

Sometimes I find I start doing things that are totally uncharacteristic like arguing a lot with friends, getting stressed for no reason, letting petty little things wind me up and just generally not acting like myself. At times like this I tend to just need to sit back and just let things happen around me and try and get myself together again. Take a break from going out or charging about trying to get things done and just focus on getting work done and taking time for myself.

Maybe you're fed up with pretending to be someone you're not?

maybe...i mean that IS possible

its more i think that ive had a sudden change of personality tho

2 hours of sleep a night is not good, could be insomnia or something :/

ironically, maybe you're growing up

dutty_switch wrote:At times like this I tend to just need to sit back and just let things happen around me and try and get myself together again.

Pistonsbeneath wrote:maybe...i mean that IS possible

its more i think that ive had a sudden change of personality tho

Well, seeing as you're not as uptight about music anymore and feel like doing childish things, doesn't that mean you're in a better place now where you can just let go and not worry?

sd5 wrote:ironically, maybe you're growing up

Yeah, pretty much.

Just let what ever's happening happen, no point trying to fight it as it'll just cause more problems. If you enjoy listening to BOB good for you.

- Everyone goes through changes. Expect more changes in the future. We are all different but some things are universal. Give yourself incentives and lean forward. Each new day gives you new space to take steps of change. Maya Angelo was right. Each new hour provides us space to take steps of change. If you don't work hard and keep your nose clean, you'll have problems. Not making plans is the biggest mistake. If there's no plan, no organisation or agenda... well... you're f*cked. But yeah get out there and make sure you have a release. If you don't eat right & get at least 1 hour of sweat-exercise-work a day, you're not giving yourself what you need to live healthy. Good luck ! Eat more carrots !

Everyone goes through weird phases like this from time to time. You start to question yourself and freak out a little, but it'll pass.

I wish i could fully grow up
& stop hanging onto youthful illusions.
Some are so insidious.
Just when I think I'm being realistic & mature,
I find an infantile motive wedged in my thoughts.