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by hayze99 » Wed Dec 14, 2011 4:18 pm
I've been at a point in my life for a while where I'm fully in control of my weed habit, and it feelsgoodman.
I found the first couple days are hard as fuck, and then the desire just keeps going down. I started getting the feeling that I preferred being lucid to stoned, but was stuck in the habit.
I think that weed actually muffled all my senses and experiences, rather than the other way round - hell, I hardly even remember big chunks from that period of my life. I want to absorb 100% of what's going on around me, and not have anything there to distort it. I lose social skills when I'm high as fuck, and don't take on experiences that I normally would, because I get paranoid, or lazy, etc, etc, etc.
When the time's right, nothing's better than a fat spliff with my missus, chilling out and playing Xbox. I know for some people it's the exact opposite, but I started to feel like being stoned was just watering down my life.
Good luck main.